~ bozz ~ wrote:'today i wake up thinking that i have let too much go in fear...why i did not do this or that...trapped in others idea
of what would be best for me...why do we let others influence us so? media is the hypocricy of true evil i
thing...let my spelling be ok...it is not my best asset lol...so i say this, i am quickly approaching the
pivital age of wtf...it is really hard to be your authentic self...a half of a century is upon me and i am
reflecting on what life i have led...it is a scary thing to stand out of the in crowd so to speak...acceptance
is reality to many...if it was your last day, what would you say or do...not that it is in my case, but, who
truly lives by what they believe...i want to, but the taboo of what is acceptable has help me back sometime...a
ramble of thought. this is truly a family board, acceptance and even holding thy tong is something that tammy
should be so proud of with this forum...so i just wanted to say thank you all for your input, if i liked it, ok,
if i did not it is still ok...we have respect here, and that my friends is what life is all about...peace'
Bozz, I not only fully understand all of what you are saying, I have many of these same feelings myself. One day we can meet and chat. Thanks for putting this in words.
peace.