Okay, it's been a while, I know, no excuse..but I do have an explanation..
I haven't even reread the journal I kept for six months when I was living in Negril, and am a little bit afraid to, to tell the truth, because once I do that, it means it's time to edit it, fictionalize it, and submit it for publication..and a lot of what I've written isn't so much details about Negril as it is details about me, with some of what happened in Negril in there of course as well..
And the personal part..well,it's really personal, and I've been kind of afraid to have it just put out there..I mean, for a first novel, they are usually autobiographical to some extent, and that's to be understood, but it's kind of a different thing to put it out there as is and let myself wide open to being torn apart over it,for whatever reason..or even received with a "meh" because it is so personal..I'm not saying that would happen at all, but my fears and anxieties behind this is huge, because this is something I have been wanting to do all my life, write a book..and given that I have written hundreds of pages, even if it never gets published, it is a book.
But what I do want to do is in a few days I'm going to tackle the project of rereading my writing, and more than likely even adding comments and reflections in with it too as part of the finished book..and when I do that, I want to take some excerpts from what I have written, along with some pictures I had taken when in Negril, and post them here..I don't know if you can call it a "trip report"..because I have a feeling it will end up being pretty long, lol, but it will be something to share here.
What I need some help with is I have a LOT of pictures, and they are both on my laptop here, and on facebook, but not on photobucket, and I cannot for the life of me figure out how to just download an entire folder of pictures into photobucket at a time, and yes, I'm almost a luddite with the computer..and I have tried but cannot figure out how to just take a picture from my computer directly and post it right here, so if someone could try and explain it to me again (because I know it's been done lot's of times before to others) in very simple terms how to do so, would really appreciate it. If I could do a folder instead of going to each folder and then trying to click on each picture when there are a LOT of pictures to do that with in a folder, and then bring it there to bring to here, I would do it, but it's just beyond my capacity, so the easiest thing is to just figure out how to get around that blasted red x, lol.
I didn't really want to reread the journal when staying at my son's and trying to find a place to stay..nor did I do any writing..then right when I moved into my new place on the 1st, I came down with viral double pneumonia, I felt under the weather on the 30th of June, but did the move anyway on the 1st because it had to be done and by the 5th I was in the hospital...went straight from flu to pneumonia,no head or chest cold inbetween,which has never happened to me before..then when I got out a few days later, it still took me a while to get back to feeling normal.
And then the past week or two have just been dragging my feet on doing it, and I'm not going to let this be something I don't ever finish..because it already IS finished, it just needs me paying attention to it and organizing it and getting to work on it and doing some editing/polishing and adding my "reflections" as well. It won't be easy,because again, like I've said, some of it is pretty personal and about shit I have gone through in my past, but at the same time, I'm doing it. One step at a time. I'm not going to focus too much on the sending it in part for the time being, because I'm not even close to there yet, but it is time to take that next step and go over what I have written. And since ya'll have been there with me for some of my earlier journeys and trips, it is only right that you be here with me for this process as well.
Besides, I've missed ya'll.