See!...I picked up on it.
Further back in your report I said I felt something spiritual about your trip and not just the church thing. I dont remember before that point, you saying you were on a pilgramage to rekindle your spark for Jamaica but I could deffinately feel something in your writing! Damn Im spooky!! :p
So it didnt happen. C'est la vie! You have had a good run and the world is calling you elsewhere now, listen to her. Im sure in time, these feelings will fade away, the mind does marvelous things to enable the good times to remain more prominent. Especially us women
You are indeed a very sweet kind young lady and it would be a shame to think any tuff knocks from anywhere would harden you. Carry on believing in doing the right thing. Love Everytime!
When I go to Jamaica I am a tourist. I do tourist things. Jamaica is a beautiful holiday destination. I enjoy meeting good people along the way but I dont need to call them all my friend. Obviously some people you will meet repeatedly and a bond will be formed but I have no need to remove my rose coloured tourist sunglasses and see the "real Jamaica". I like my bubble thank you....!