03-28-2011, 11:07 AM
You said you would be 'ready to die' like to meet this goal you will have reached the summit of your most-dreamed-for wish, and it is the best you can imagine!
It doesn't mean you want to die or wish to die, honey. It means you know what it is to LIVE.
Just look for the positive intention of your prayers, don't get stuck on the words alone.