07-15-2014, 07:50 AM
the only way for me to use jamaica as a holiday destination is to put on my blinders and enjoy the sea and the food and the tranaquility that gazing at the sea offers me.
i'm not able to move around the way i used to because i just can't bear what i see, hear and observe . . . unimaginable things that i lose sleep over and am powerless to do anything about. so, no moving around for me!! . . . . my need to immerse myself in the culture is overridden by the uglyness all around me . . . am working hard at accepting other countries as my destination also . . .
i have admiration for the numerous expats that have the balls to stay long term and not be affected and eaten up by what goes on around them.
i'm not able to move around the way i used to because i just can't bear what i see, hear and observe . . . unimaginable things that i lose sleep over and am powerless to do anything about. so, no moving around for me!! . . . . my need to immerse myself in the culture is overridden by the uglyness all around me . . . am working hard at accepting other countries as my destination also . . .
i have admiration for the numerous expats that have the balls to stay long term and not be affected and eaten up by what goes on around them.