My heart is aching for you.
I dont really have words but I just wanted to start a thread about love.
While it is important to discuss this event, it is also important to send you love.
I can't imagine what you are feeling and how you are coping. I do know in times like this, it is important to have love and support and I know there are a whole heap of us here for you.
I found death really hard to cope with in Jamaica - I like to cry loud and let it out - in Greece the people wail in the streets - it provides great relief. In Jamaica I sobbed out loud and was told I was showing weakness. I took a philosophy class on death and dying and learned about the cultural differences - it helped me when I faced death in those other cultures -
Your world must be totally upside down right now. I just want you to know I am thinking about you and wish I could do more.